My life before

My life before.

The before time, that'’s what I call it now. The first 40 years of my life were a blur. I've been through a lot, a couple long-term relationships. Had a few different career shifts. I have experienced life, death, falling into love and falling out of love… to outright devastating broken heart. Before me is the "“forever"time.

And I have never felt more nervous and happy at the same time.

I had a stressful night. Doing my taxes online and it was a breeze and then I hit a wall. What a pain. But I drove on. Work was very busy. Was placed on hold by H&R Block for 20 minutes. My tax return isn't "rejected"” as the screen says, but on "hold"”. Somehow that'’s suppose to make me feel better. I'’ll give it some time before I really stress out over it. I was all over the place at work, trying to please everyone, satisfying none. Called Kitten to "“just hear her voice"”... but I think I interrupted something . . . but that'’s ok. Don'’t want to be too "‘clingy" . . . LOL

House is a mess, kids are hungry, think I'll just plug in the iPod and hit the chores.

Don'’t know what my point was with this entry, but I feel de-pressured a bit. Thank you Blog'’osphere!

Hello Forever Time - here I come.
head hurts. Need caffiene