Thursday, October 11, 2007

Heavy Ghosts

ghostsI've been having 'issues' lately. They are mostly panicky sad issues that make me sad or panicky. I can't define these issues as all rational. Although some are very rational, other are my ghostly demons that have followed me all my life. I know they affect the people I love the most, even more than myself.

I've suffered with depression all my life. I've had counseling and medication. I do believe I'm 'managed' well. Lately it has been a series of panic streaks that have been attacking me. A crushing force upon my chest and a haunting distraction in my head, drive me into myself. Today the doctor gave me something to help. It actually did.

I also have high cholesterol and I snore.

I also need to lose about 22 lbs.

I also need to ….

Thrive.

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