I'm really just tired. It could be more, and probably is more than I let on. It could be stress, but there's not much stressing me out these day. I mean it was a little stressful getting the kids ready for school. But they didn't seem fazed at all. I think they are really excited. My job? Man, I don't even think about my job until I clock in, it is just not worth stressing over any more. It could be that my wife seems stressed all the time. Maybe. Or it is just that the world seem more complex than I thought and I'm having a very hard absorbing much of it these days. I feel rather out of control. Not crazy out of control, but feeling I have no control over life. Maybe I just need a nice night's sleep. Maybe I need a bigger happy pill. Maybe I need to go to Taco Bell for that fourth meal they speak of.
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